Big grey fucking elephant.

There is nothing sexy about trying to get pregnant when it doesn’t happen easily and quickly. At first you try and ignore the elephant in the room, but pretty soon, when nothing happens, that big grey asshole is with you all the time.

No one likes to talk about how weird it is to strip sex of the fun spontaneity and turn it into something functional. No one wants to admit they’ve ever done that, even just a little. But if you’ve had fertility issues, the fucking elephant has been there.

I was worried about the cost but looking forward to IUI. It would take care of the functional side of things and sex could be just sex again.

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